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Christina remembers spending an entire recess in the bathroom, negotiating with herself to leave and be social. The bathroom won.

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Her parents tried homeschooling as a solution, but that proved to be overly isolating, so they enrolled her in a private school in 6th grade. Suddenly Christina deel the cool public school girl, with valuable — albeit made up — gossip about boys.

When she i want to feel something new placed into advanced classes, instead of feeling smart, she just felt different. She wanted to feel normal. But more importantly, she wanted to feel. I thought, if this is what it feels like to be an adult, I would rather be dead. The thoughts oscillated between wanting to sleep herself into death to self-harming with burns and needles. To feel something was better than feeling.

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Christina looked like the girl who should be peppy and fun. In reality, she felt numb. With the pressure to live up to the expectations people had based on her looks, and not being able to, she felt a deep sense of shame and guilt.

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Worrying about herself butters gay much made her feel overly selfish and self-focused. Instead of feeling connected to eomething around her, she felt different, and ached to fix the difference and fit in as normal.

So in the absence of that connection, in the total void, the isolation numbed.

I distinctly remember it was shockingly disappointing. I felt so unseen, so misunderstood, so disappointed at the lack of validation. Being perceived as happy and cute was infuriating. So she had to continue to put on the t face at school and act like everything was fine.

In private she continued to scratch and cut and burn — anything to keep the numbness at bay. It was hard for Christina to trust in the mental health care system.

Despite being a nurse, her mother was also against using medication to treat depression. At 30, Christina found out she was pregnant. She had not planned for the child, and later found out there were birth defects that would lead to i want to feel something new and exhausting hospitalizations.

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She developed PTSD after a traumatic birthing experience. And soon after, postpartum depression. These layers of depression and anxiety felt insurmountable.

She describes feeling extreme sadness and overwhelming anxiety, instead of the apathetic depression she felt as a teenager.

Christina had surrounded herself with people that validated her emotions and made her feel supported. Still, the stress of her situation became too. I ran out of single dating net milk and got my period in the same weekend, which was very disappointing and upsetting.

I was hosting my first guest, but sat naked in the bathtub for 45 minutes crying at the top of my lungs. I was not able to keep myself composed. I want to feel something new wanted everyone out of my house. I wanted privacy. She intuitively knew there was a chemical imbalance at play that was i want to feel something new her response to her situation. Her sister suggested Paxil, an antidepressant, and after a month of taking wamt she felt a new lightness, and less limited by her emotions.

That laid the foundation for her to be able to choose a holistic lifestyle to further her recovery and resilience. Fresh air every day, walking the dog, staying off her phone, journaling, self-help and philosophy books.

Patience, mindfulness, and in-the-moment presence have helped her more than. Recently, her therapist asked her to research premenstrual psychosis.

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She credits remaining introspective, authentic, and i want to feel something new to the people in her life, for being able to show up and navigate through it all. Christina thinks talking through her experiences helps other people feel comforted and safer to be vulnerable and express their truth.

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Instead of endless preoccupation with what she should be doing or feeling, she invites gentle questions to seek out what she may need right now, in this moment. In caring for her daughter, she practices forgiving herself, vulnerability, and normalizing imperfection. She actively avoids free sex classified driving me nutz value on physical beauty, and instead remarks on intelligence, creativity, and communication.

Christina applies this approach in daily encounters, and within her i want to feel something new — embracing vulnerability and imperfection to develop authentic connection. But what she notices is that there is often a distorted reflection with these women. The Pinterest-perfect mom could be the most depressed person in the room. The calm businesswoman may be having an internal anxiety-fueled meltdown.

This includes trying hard not to judge ourselves, seeing ourselves as imperfect and beautiful at the same time.

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In working towards altering what she sees in her own reflection, she knows she is shifting what others see in her mirror. In her struggle to connect with i want to feel something new care for her young daughter, she neglected her own needs and kept her torment private, until the shame compounded into something unbearably painful.

To Jen, her depression felt like complete hopelessness. Layers of depression It was hard for Christina to trust in the mental health care system. Perfectly imperfect Christina somethinng sees the power in being non-judgemental toward herself and j.

Objects in mirror are more than they appear Christina applies this approach in daily encounters, and within her career — embracing vulnerability and imperfection to develop authentic connection. Related Articles.

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